Often we question our manifestation “abilities” or what we can do with our mind. I discovered manifestation through the Secret in 2016 and in 2019 I realized just how powerful we are! Especially when you have no resistance and you trust in yourself!
I did not know affirmations existed. I did not know much other than we “can” have anything we want.
I had been in a long-term relationship and was living with my boyfriend. We had been looking at houses and building our future.
Then it happened, he wanted to see where things might go with his ex. (Yes I know now it was my self-concept but, let’s save that for another time) So, my Now ex-boyfriend was going to his dad’s for the weekend, and when this happened my daughter and I packed up everything we owned and left!
At the time I had a decent job but also a large car payment. My boyfriend and I had purchased the car together and it was mainly in his name and based on his credit. I found a weekly pay motel and it was not great at all. I felt unsafe and really uncertain of anything. Everything I had known was gone. It was as though the rug of life was pulled out from under me in the blink of an eye!
As I mentioned all I really knew of was the Secret at this time and I took a quote from there. I repeated it all the time, wrote it on a sticky note for my computer monitor and would just write it over and over. It was “I am open to receive more good than I could ever dream, imagine or realize is possible!” I honestly had no hope or faith in anything at that time. I couldn’t believe the turn my life took.
I had just gotten off the phone with my ex talking to him about car payments and I was crying in the work food court. I knew I was better than this and I knew I deserved better! A co worker friend came up and said one of her roommates was going out of town for months and I could stay in her room for a lot less than I was paying currently. She warned me her other roommates were terrible girls and might cause some drama. On the brink of homelessness, anything sounds good!
As soon as I began to feel comfortable and figure out my future plans I was hit with another scary surprise! I was furloughed from the lab company I was working for. I didn’t care who saw me, I was big crying and I left work that afternoon. Uncertain of anything I called my ex and he “couldn’t help “ because he was already engaged to the new girl!
I felt so sick and couldn’t figure out what I did to deserve this?
Of course, the job search began immediately and I got a lead right away! However, I was very qualified and I had actually applied for this company 3 times in the past 5 years with no offer. But, I kept hearing in my mind to apply anyways.
During this time I kept saying “I am open to receive more good than I could ever dream, imagine or realize is possible!”
Somehow during the midst of this, my self-concept got on point! I developed two mantras during this time. The first was “I am a fucking amazing, beautiful, divine sensual goddess!” And I gravitated towards “know your worth then add tax!” Despite everything looking really bad in my 3D I kept saying those three statements. (what I now know as affirmations)
I actually met my sp during all of this commotion in my life.
But, I had made it to my 2nd interview for this company I really wanted to work for! I was informed if they hired me it would be over a month before I could start. I had to find a job quickly!
A lady I used to work with contacted me and she had just opened a daycare and hired me immediately.
I had a new income while waiting on my ideal job to hire me! And I still had a place to live! Everything was looking better. I kept saying that the job I wanted was mine!
While working at the daycare I got a call that two of the roommates contacted the landlord and were going to have the locks changed because they no longer wanted my daughter and me there. I had one hour to get from the daycare to get all my belongings and the daycare was 45 mins away. I informed my supervisor that there had been an emergency and I had to run! I attempted to explain what was going on. She said, “just go and we will talk about it tomorrow.” As I was flying down the highway I got a call from my friend that hired me. She said, “I think we should part ways at this time.” My mind was just blown! I was getting kicked out of my place to live and lost my job in one day! I started crying and then laughing. I was so confused. How did this keep happening? I contacted my aunt that lived in the same town and she allowed me to stay the night there. I had to call my dad.. my least favorite thing to do is call my parents when I’m in need.
My dad stated he would pay for two weeks at a hotel and that’s it! Nothing more and to not even ask past that date.
I felt like I had the weight of the world on me. I had no clue what was going to happen. I didn’t know how I would get out of this? I kept saying my positive affirmations over and over and claiming my job as mine! After 7 days the company I wanted to work for contacted me informing me I got the job!!! The job I was not qualified for! The job that would pay me more money than I have ever earned! I needed to find a place to live next to but, I thought who would let me move in without income? I found the perfect apartment near my daughter’s school right by a park and near her grandma’s house! It was the first place I went to! They agreed to let me move in. I had about $50 on me. My daughter’s grandma wanted to give me the deposit money to move. We had not contacted her or told her about anything going on in our lives!
Now everything seemed amazing! My sp said he had never seen someone turn their life around in such a short amount of time! And then the car that I was having trouble paying for had the alternator go out. I needed a new car ASAP! I had begun my sp journey and had learned different techniques by this time. I scripted out on Monday night that I am so happy I got a new car! On Wednesday my parents let me know they wanted to give me my grandma’s car. They had cleaned it, taken it for a tune-up, and got the new tag. I did not ask for this car! I never let them know that I needed a car. Just wrote out one sentence!
I share all of this to let you know we create everything! Even if we are not aware! Even if we are uncertain. We focus on what we want and assume it’s ours! I manifested my life in despair and fear! I got everything handed to me by just knowing something good was going to happen!
Amber has a career in human capital management. She enjoys writing in her free time, art, cake decorating, and encouraging others in every way possible! She loves affirming her new life on every level! She enjoys crystals, incense, and tarot. She is constantly learning about conscious manifestation daily and the ways that affirmations change our brains. She enjoys helping others understand the power of affirmations.
Amber has a career in human capital management. She enjoys writing in her free time, art, cake decorating, and encouraging others in every way possible! She loves affirming her new life on every level! She enjoys crystals, incense, and tarot. She is constantly learning about conscious manifestation daily and the ways that affirmations change our brains. She enjoys helping others understand the power of affirmations.
