I will never forget the day I discovered spirituality and manifesting. It was a Friday afternoon in 2018. I stumbled across a YouTube video called “Manifest a text message from a specific person”. I figured, there was no harm in trying the technique mentioned in the video. I closed my eyes, picked my phone up, and visualised the text on my screen. I didn’t think much of it. I honestly thought it was some joke. The very next morning, I kid you not, that text message was on my phone- word for word. Not only was I shocked, but I was also amazed. I thought, “OMG! This works!”. I returned back to that guru’s channel and that was the beginning of the Law of Attraction rabbit hole for me. I honestly have nothing against the Law of Attraction but it just made me more desperate than I already was. Retrospectively speaking though, I realise it was a little “nudge” from my Higher Self to “wake up” and search for the truth.
When I began practicing and learning more about how reality works, I knew there was more to life than what I see. I was not fulfilled. I was now on a spiritual quest to find myself and answers. I could never understand how some people could manifest their dreams but I could not. If we are all one and we are all equal, then surely that means I should be able to manifest as well. What was I missing? I felt like something was not clicking for me. This was when I discovered Neville Goddard in 2019.
Finding The Law of Assumption
When I discovered Neville, I entered into a whole new rabbit hole. I mean, I was just told that I am the creator of my reality and nobody has free will. I was like “Cool! I found my answers”. I was part of many Neville groups on Facebook, subreddits, and Youtube channels- you name it and I was there. There were many times I was filled with anxiety trying to control everything and everyone. It felt like I had no control. There were other times, I wished I did not know about conscious creating because I was finding it stressful and not as easy as these teachers made it out to be. Something was still not clicking me. That’s when I found the teachings of the Law of Assumption in 2020.
There’s a saying that goes something like “when the student is ready, the teacher appears”. This is when everything made sense to me and the puzzle pieces finally came together: My thoughts are creating my reality. I spent a lot of time introspecting and could actually reverse engineer and figure out how I created many things in my life. On a deeper level, I understood what Neville meant that you are the “God of your reality”. I could have anything I want, be anyone I want, and do anything I want. The world was all mine to enjoy. I finally felt a sense of control. I felt a sense of freedom. But, with great freedom comes great responsibility and trust. Was I ready to take responsibility for all the things I have created? All the heartache and anxiety- was I ready to accept that I created it? Was I ready to take responsibility for everything I am currently creating- understanding that nobody is separate from me and everything stems from me? Was I ready to trust my Higher Self and allow Her to do her job behind the scenes? To be honest with you, I was not ready to accept such a responsibility. I still saw the world as separate from me. I was still living in the illusion of duality. This is when my Higher Self “nudged” me to get coaching. Getting guidance from Darlene and spending hours educating myself more on the Law of Assumption. That’s when I felt I finally cracked the code.
At the point where I am in my journey, I’ve learned that manifesting is no longer about my hedonistic desires. Manifesting is the surety, confidence, and conviction in yourself that you ARE the creator of your world. It’s the trust and knowing that your Higher Self will always let everything work in your favour. It’s letting go of all that control and simply allow things to unfold naturally. It’s taking charge of your life and not letting life just happen to you. It’s the knowing and assuredness that you and everyone in your reality are one so it’s futile fighting them. Lastly, it’s about embodying your true state of love and peace. Once you reach this level, the “high vibes” and “living in the end” come naturally.
