I began this journey to manifest my sp with really little knowledge of manifesting a person. As many of us can attest when you begin you are quite desperate. I am not ashamed to admit my desperation at times. I was also really excited. I had joined different Facebook groups looking for the answers to all my problems. I had thought in the beginning this must be a quick fix! I was very caught up in linear time because I missed him.
I made a post in one of the groups I was in at that time. I had a lady approach me promising me she could get me my sp because she had manifested hers in and they got married. So, of course, I am going to jump on that! It started out fine. She sent me information and different techniques I needed to do to get him back. I was eager to learn and eager to have him with me. Shortly after she began a Facebook group with another coach. I was invited to join. I followed this group closely. I had calls with this coach. She claimed she was Law of Assumption based. As I stated I did not know much but, I had been researching Neville Goddard and learning all about EIYPO. The more I grew within me, the more I began to understand. The coaching began to feel odd to me and uncomfortable. She was giving me tips on “how to get him”. She began questioning my appearance:
Did I dress sexy enough for him? Did I do my makeup well enough for him? Did I fix my hair good enough for him? I had mentioned my sp is often in the public eye and without knowing she was convinced I did not look pretty enough or represent myself well enough for him. This honestly upset me. I began to question “am I good enough?”
During this time I had a phone call with her to uncover all of my “limiting beliefs”. I was beyond devastated to realize I had 45 of them!! I was also informed I had to crush all of them before I could ever have my sp back. I began writing them out and going through every single one with a fine-tooth comb. Day and night writing out everything wrong and ways to correct it. I would go to bed 3 hrs early just to have time to tackle out at least 3 of these limiting beliefs I supposedly had.
I was also still scouring the internet, youtube, and Facebook learning more and more of Neville-based teachings. I will always remember one phone call, in particular, I had with her one summer afternoon. She was recommending actions I can take in my 3D to “attract him “. She was saying I need to go and buy sexy lingerie and wear it around the house at night by myself because this will be like he is with me. I get that we all have things we like to do to make us feel loved or to fight off our loneliness. However, when I said, “eh, that is probably not something I will do.” She really got upset at me and questioned if I ever want to be able to keep a man in my life? I explained yea, I like lingerie but, I am more of the comfortable cute soft booty shorts and tank tops to sleep and I have never had a man reject me in bed! I started realizing at that moment that if I am the creator of everything in my reality then my sp would think I am the sexiest woman on the planet no matter what I have on. Because it is my reality. She did not agree. I remember hanging up on that call and thinking this cannot be the way to get him.
I kept on persisting in these techniques. Yes, I did get movement. But, the more I dug into all my “limiting beliefs” and old wounds from birth I began to hate myself. I honestly thought what is the point in living? I wanted to dissolve into nothingness. I began to feel depressed and lose hope in everything. I had a friend turn me onto the actual law of assumption teachings. I left the other group and realized it is just affirming and persisting. I had finally realized my thoughts create and no one can tell me differently! I began watching the Coaches Circle from the beginning and I am growing stronger daily. Nothing needs to be attracted outside of you. Your sp is not far away from you.
I am writing this in hopes of helping anyone confused about what path to take. Be very cautious of any “coaches” approaching you stating they can help you get what you want. A real coach does not approach. Real good coaches have clients drawn to them. And that is the biggest difference. When you spiral on a post and someone contacts you, think hard before you go down that road. I want to also state I have learned a lot from the coaches here because while they do say affirm and persist, they also explain a lot of what is happening. They explain why these two very simple steps are so very crucial in getting you to the level you desire to be at. This can be such an easy process in consciously manifesting anything you desire if you begin in the right place.
Make it fun and remember there is no need to fear or beat yourself up.
Amber has a career in human capital management. She enjoys writing in her free time, art, cake decorating, and encouraging others in every way possible! She loves affirming her new life on every level! She enjoys crystals, incense, and tarot. She is constantly learning about conscious manifestation daily and the ways that affirmations change our brains. She enjoys helping others understand the power of affirmations.
Amber has a career in human capital management. She enjoys writing in her free time, art, cake decorating, and encouraging others in every way possible! She loves affirming her new life on every level! She enjoys crystals, incense, and tarot. She is constantly learning about conscious manifestation daily and the ways that affirmations change our brains. She enjoys helping others understand the power of affirmations.
